Understand

Another poem I wrote about depression and getting back at people.

There really is no other way
To tell you that you hurt me
I'm getting you back for all that you've done
By making you feel guilty
You taunted and lied and ripped out my soul
All just for you to feel like a better person
But by doing that you're not
It makes you worse
I try to hide my pain and scars
But you throw them right back in my face
Why do you feel the need to hurt me so much
To try to make yourself feel better
My friends and I are afraid of you
We don't know how you'll hurt us next
My mind is weakning from your harmful things
Why can't you just leave me alone
I've tried to understand why you do all this stuff
I still can't figure your little secrets out
All my thoughts and memories of you
Are like empty pages in a journal
There is no hope for you
Why did I ever try to be close to you
I still can't figure it out