Black

About my black..

I get lost in the sorrow that i recognize
Think about all the people that ever lied
Lied to me and hurt me without noticing anything
Sometimes i just don't want to take another swing
Sometimes i feel like breaking down again
And into emptiness.. that is where i am send
In search of freedom.. release myself from it all
Release myself from the chains of my fall
Running away from all that i fear in my life
I guess i need to learn to hide in my mind
But what if.. what if my mind is twisted?
A cleaned soul and mind.. how i miss that
I find it hard to believe that its possible
That its possible to see nothing impossible
I fall over every small thing that speeds my way
Can i last a day longer without a thing to say?
Can i ever overwhelm the hurricane inside me?
So much questions..no answers..or am i too blind to see?
I guess its just how i'm supposed to go through
Go through life..without any answer that is true
But i somehow need to find any way back
I need to get out of the color.. Black..