What to do??

Life, confused state of mind

Dear Lord, Hear me pray,
Will my tears eveer go away,
Is this what makes my sky gray,
Why is it always some day.

I have a pain in my head,
There is an ache in my heart,
Something I really dread,
My life is falling apart.

My mind, racing like wildfire,
I just can't seem to think,
With all my heart can desire,
Now I know why people drink.

I am ready to bust,
I want to scream and shout,
Who can I honestly trust,
Is there someway out.

All alone and scared,
Nobody to talk too,
I really want to share,
What can I do.