" My Final Plea..."

a plea for help, and understanding. Someone questioning everything.

They say you're always listening.
That I can call on you for anything.
Then tell me, why is it when I call all I get is static?
That's it, I've had it!
I stand before you a shadow of my former self.
I feel so abandoned, broken and used.
Life's got me so confused.
Everyone has given up on me, have you?
I used to believe in you, devoted my life to you.
Now, my faith has become jaded.
My perception of the truth is fading.
I fall to my knees, screaming up to the heavens, "Help me please!".
How far must I fall? How can I worship you when I'm losing it all?
Give me a sign, something to hold on to.
I have walked a lot of lonely roads.
Some I choose, others were choosen for me.
This is my final plea..... Hear me!