Unexpected Feelings

Why do I even bother with these things?

I told her today how i really feel
Those feelings i expressed are truly real
I don't really know what I was expecting
But what i got was a painful rejecting

I thought that any answer would suffice
But it still turned my heart into a block of ice
Although i still value my good friend
I still just want it all to end

I don't really know how I got into this mess
It's caused me nothing but heartache and stress
I didn't realize how bad life could be
Without a loving soul sharing it with me

Many times have I thought about hope, love, and wishes
To have them all come back at me like cold hearted bitches
I don't know why I let it continue to haunt me
My life's a whirlwind that likes to taunt me

One simple phrase can cause so much pain and strife
Because they then see their own shitty life
Why the world sucks is something I don't know
It's all one big stage a glamorous show

But in the end the curtain still falls
And we must still answer all of life's calls
I would go through hell and take all life's pain
Than hear those words echo in my ears again