Never Noticed

One common fear is that of being forgotten

If I were to die right here right now
Would anybody even care just how?
Would anybody even know I'm gone?
Or continue living life like nothing was wrong
Am I not like the wind invisible but there?
Am I too much of a mistake for anyone to care
Does it matter not that I am screaming
Is it just a coincidence that I am bleeding?
While standing there holding the red dripping knife
Does it make a difference I tried to end my life
It hurts so much to pent up this pain
I can't stand this feeling it drives me insane
Am I too worthless to give half a wit?
Is my life basically useless am I nothing but shit
If I'm breaking down and fall to the ground
Would everyone act as though they didn't hear a sound?
When I'm dead and gone, will no one show a single tear?
Those are the thoughts that my mind truly fears