Stillness..........

a personal poem where I let all emotions run wild.

        You may wonder why i'm alone
                  i wonder the same thing
            funny how one moment
              your on top of the world,
          and all it takes is a butterfly to
            knock you off your pedistool.


          i'm not angry for the feelings I
                        have.
          i'm not angry for the person that
              gave me these emotions
        i'm mad at myself for allowing them
                      to happen.
   

        I'm not blaming him for my emotions,
                    but he did arouse some
              i'm not even going to say he
                  had an effect on me,
          because it all comes down to
                  him leaving me behind
                        stillness..........