do you forgive me?

this poem depresses me you never know maybe someone will like it. tell me what you think!

To many tears,
you've let me cry
To many nights,
you've left me to die
To many drops of my ,
blood have spilled
To many jumps,
to many pills
To much hate,
in me to live
It is your friendship,
that you must give
So tell me, quick,
please let me know
Before my blood,
stains the snow

do you forgive me?