...And my heart skipped a beat

Only just got the courage to write this. Please read with an open mind.

Please, come closer
I need you
                In my arms...
Your love for me            seeps through me
                      Like
                            Toxic,
I love you
              Whole-heartedly,
                                      I need you
To get through this,
When I first used you        You used me...
                            ...And my heart skipped a beat.


No-one can compare
To your
          Fresh power,
Not a scratch          On my dependence
                  To you,
                               
                                high,
You make me feel so
                                      I die inside without you
In my arms,
I think you must be        My Heroine...
                        ...I need you, Lady Heroin.


**Footnote**

Dedicated to my Brother
With the hope that he'll realise what he's doing to himself.

Hopefully, you understand the true meaning of this poem.