Sweet Bitter Lies

once again, wrote this in 8th grade.

Why did you always lie to me?
I know you never loved me.
You always loved another girl.
Every sweet word you said,
Was all just a bitter lie.
I was stupid to ever love you
And now i"m paying for it.
You say I'll be your sister always,
But I don't feel like that.
I feel like a pile of crud
That is unwanted and unloved.
I want to slit my wrists over and over
So I won't ever think about you.
Even if I never talk or see you,
I'm tortured with your lies.
Your sweet bitter lies.
You made me believe
Someone actually loved me.
I cry for you every night and my
Heart breaks when I imagine you
With someone that isn't me.
These lies are killing me inside.
Your sweet bitter lies.