I'll miss you

Written about a cancer victim. Just now hitting home with knowing my grandma has cancer

With your arms wrapped so carelessly
I do so sadly in them rest.
I love it when you’re here with me-
to cheer me up, you always try your best.

Doctor visits being to slow
and I’m told there is no hope.
Death will be all I know
on these words of Goodbye I choke.

For most of all I shall miss you;
and the way you fought to hold back tears.
For you I would have said “I do”
and we would have loved and grown old in many years.

But I must leave you now,
leave you and your unending love.
As I am embraced in your hug I wonder how
I could ever be happy in the realm above.

I watch as you sleep
Propped up in a chair.
Lost to our ears, monitors begin to beep,
My hazy eyes glimpse last your teary stare.

Most of all I miss you-
and everything we would do,
forevermore I miss you.