The Man I am Today

this is how im feeling about life right now....i would enjoy feedback

The man I am today is
upset but not emotional.
Here and not being hurt.
Loving yet no one to love.
Wanting but not demanding.
Over her and proud the hell is over!

I know the man I am tody will change.
Possibly be happy with a girl.
May own a peice of land.
May be a dad.
Only God knows.

The man I am today wants alot.
To have a wife.
A career.
A home to make a future.
To be more christ-like.
To be a father......