I Messed Up

Just a little urban poem for someone I cared about. I know another one right..

Im not gonna lie I do love you
I know you know this fa sho
I didn't want to say goodbye
But I opened my arms to let go
We parted on such sad conditions
My heart I gave to you boo
I wasn't there to comfort you
So someone else took comfort in you
It's okay that were friends now baby
But my pain lies burried beneath
I talk to you dying inside sweety
Of your new love you tell to me
Is it wrong of me to be jealous?
Am I wrong to ask why not me?
Could I ever be all that you dream of?
Could your love ever be only for me?
I know I had a chance to be better
I know I failed miserably
I know that you want to be happy
And your happiness just wont be with me
Im sorry if I ever did hurt you
Im sorry for making you cry
Now I sit here alone in resentment
Asking myself over and over again why