no sleep for me

about rape, not to graphic.

As I lay on my bed,
you come to me.
I know what you want
I tell you I want to sleep,
But you say "come on baby"
again I say I want to sleep.
I close my eyes,
I feel you touching me,
taking my clothes off.
I freeze, I cant do anything,
I cant say stop or no.
You think I am asleep,
but I am awake.
You finish your deed,
and redress me,
as though nothing happened.
But something did happen.
You raped me, you who
claims to love me,
has just raped me.
I will tell no one, as
you are my love and,
no one would care anyway.