and now im ok because i said so

i did the deed. i should be fine..right?

and now im ok because
i hurt myself
more than you did.

and now im ok because
i know something you don't
i have a secret.

and now im ok because
the physical wounds trump
the emotional ones.

and now im ok because
the razor hurt me
not you.

and now im ok because
my inner demons won
not you.

and now im ok because
this now has nothing to do with you
and everything to do with me.

and now im ok because
my "art" is so much prettier
than you ever were.

and now im ok because
i
have
to
be
...