It Hurts

this is about the pain i go through without him next to me

It hurts that you've moved on,
It hurts that you go out and live your life,
When I know I can't,
When I still wait for you,
I wait for you to notice,
For you to find it in your heart to love me back,
I wonder what you do when you go out,
I wonder if you think about me,
Or even miss me,
I wonder if you just act normal to other girls,
Ones with bigger body parts than me,
While they flirt and suggest things that you did with me,
I wonder what your reaction is,
I wonder what you think,
And I worry because you might like them,
Because they could take what was my place,
Because I know I still love you,
And these tears are proof of that,
And it rips me apart knowing,
Knowing that I'm not a priority in your life anymore,
It hurts to know that I began not knowing how to live life with you,
But now its much harder living life without you...