Dreams

I started to write it when I was feeling upset

Darkness like in death I see
Cold winds blow all around me
Visions flash in my mind
Of the past that wasn't so kind
Memories haunt my dreams
The bad times just seem
To remind me of a time
When my life wasn't so fine

My demon's fill me with so much hate
Yet the angels around me tell me to wait
This anger inside stays bottled beneath
Layers and layers of saved grief
Loved ones have been laid to rest
Breaking these feelings of lost is the test
Though sorrow in my heart still gets the best

Hidden from light these tears I cry
Creates nothing more but anger inside
Releasing this anger is the way
To cure this misery there will be a day
For now my vision will always stays dark
Broken will stay the condition of my heart
For now nothing else will my sight ever see
Is the darkness in front of me?