If I Leave Her

Undecided and caught in moments that could change a relationship.

I don't know if I'm turning to her,
or if I'm leaving her.
I don't know if it's worth the time
that it's been taking.

She doesn't show any of the signs.
She hasn't given me the time.
I've been wondering so long
if I love her, if I need her,
if I'll leave her.

If I leave her,
then I'll never know
if it was worth a try.
Does she ever wonder why
I keep hanging on?

The days grow long,
our nights cut short,
and she tells me to leave
and I find I'm leaving.

If I leave her early tonight,
I'll just think how much
that I'll be needing her
until morning's first break of light.

I don't know if I'm turning for her,
or if I'm leaving her.
She wants me to stay,
then she wants me to go away.

Will I miss her, will I need her,
if I leave her?
Would she want me back?
Would she need me,
if I say I'll stay forever?