Sonnet of Truth

A girl poses as being okay but inside she's hurting

I feel like crying
but no tears fall
with you not at all
I feel like dying
I feel like sighing
waiting for your call
in an empty hall
my outward me is lying
telling people I don't care
that I'm happy for you two
that everything is fine
I'm alright...I swear
but what I really want to do
Is to once more make you mine