Mind Games

Stupid boys.

Lead me on
Take my heart
Tell me lies
You're very smart

You knew how I felt
From the beginning
And even at the end
My head is still spinning

Sitting, wishing, waiting
Patiently for your hand
To take mine with yours
You were the only man

Who I thought would
Make me happy and smile
Even when I was upset
Or being very hostile

I was honest and upfront
I was never artificial
Never was I unclear
Or being superficial

But things have changed now
And I have accepted those alterations
I have come to cope with
Your false accusations

You stand corrected
But still tell me more lies
My trust is fading away
And my heart dies

But I no longer care anymore
Because I am with someone
Who knows how to treat me
Like I am his number one

It should have been him
This entire time
But I was just confused
On who I wanted to be mine

And everything that happened
Happened for a reason
To make me realize
That you were capable of this treason


Janessa Lynn