Just Wondering.

I hate it when you just wish you knew what might have been.

I'd like nothing more than to see you every morning
To watch you drink your coffee
You've become the vision of all things I love
The off center obedience, your charming good looks
I've come to love your cocky and arrogant laugh
I'm stolen whenever I see your aimlessly gaze out to the world
The world that is so lucky to breathe your air.

Someday you won't enjoy my jokes
You wont ask how I am
And you'll never try to call me up
But please tell me that you'll think of my smile
That you'll anticipate running into me while you go about your day
I may not forever hold your hand
I may not always be able to call you mine
But there will never come a day when I don't wonder what could have been
I'm going to stay up all night long
Because my sweet dreams of us will only kill me more