Double Sided Coin

It's a poem that has a special meaning to me. While I was trying to figure out who I was.

Tempting thoughts of murder
Creeping into my mind
Seeing the knife slash a victim
As I walk and look behind
Remorsing none of the act
Or the reprocutions that follow
As a matter of fact
Inside I feel hollow
While the wind of emotions
Blow through my soul
I recognize the face
Of the victim I've slain
I look into the mirror
All I feel is vain
For the person that I've slain
I've hated with great pain
To realize my life
I have taken to gain
Control of my other side
For fear I can not hide
I've slain my better half
To continue life after death
Watched myself fall
Then breath my last breathe
I took control of my other side
For the fear I couldn't subside
I've slain my better half
To continue life after death
Watched myself fall
Then breath my last breathe