Who Was I Kidding

This is a rough draft for a song, I just need one more verse and maybe fix a few lines.

Who was I kidding
To ever think we still had a chance
All I was
Was just a phaze
For a few days
There I go again
Puking up the past again
forgeting to flush it goodbye

-I can't believe
-I thought we had a second chance
-To many memories drowning out the facts
-We're gone
-And never going back
-Oh how I think I'm gonna crack
-Into a millions pieces

I miss you to much
I need to run away and escape
Before I go back again
The memories of you and I
And how I thought
You actually cared for me
Flood my mind
Like a bad rainstorm
I need to stop myself from drowning in you