Alone

feeling depressed

                                Alone

I'm sitting here, feeling so alone
Feeling every part of me turn to stone
My heart still beats, but slowly now
I keep asking myself to be strong, but how?
How is it possible to keep my head up high
When I feel lost, like the darkness of the night sky?
I feel like I'm losing everyone, including myself
Like I'm the only book on the shelf.
Here I am, alone again...
When will it end? When?
No one wants me, I don't know why
Is my whole life imaginary or a lie?
I'm feeling insecure, no longer whole
Like I'm just a forgotten soul.
I love my daughter, but she'll be gone soon
And my beating heart will be gone too.
She is my angel, my dream come true
I hope I can make it through.
I am sitting here soon to be alone
But my memories will lie within my heart,
    Like the sword in the stone.

Written on: July 6th, 2005