I woke up this morning.

I was just feeling kinda numb. But sorta positive at the same time.

I woke up this morning!


I woke up this morning and Low!
I wasn't there/here?!
My body is still working but I'm not attached it would seem.
I don't know if something happened during the night?
I was a slumber.
I have no thoughts and no feelings,
just a  vacant sign a'flapping.

I woke up this morning and Low!
I wasn't there/here?!
I am  void,  invalid,  guarantee broken and contract destroyed.
It should worry me but I feel nothing and have been here before.
A cure must be taken!
A path must be trod!
Before, I am lost.

I woke up this morning and Low!
I wasn't there/here?!
I am now broken,
Befuddled, bemused and unspoken,
Not angry nor annoyed.
Not sad nor upset.
Just NOT!
If NOT were an emotion?
Then that's how I would feel............ NOT!?