i miss it already

i never knew that i would have this emotion

i miss it already.
the sea of grass
as i sways in the
wind that i have become
so accustom to hearing in the
most lonly of nights and feeling
comforted by it.
i miss the laughter of my friends
as we sit in the grass in the night.
the songs that never seem to end
always singing. just when i need
there voices most they sing there
own melodis of life.
i miss the laughter of my nefew
and how he always tryes to puble me
to the ground even though he is only
two years old.
i miss being able to drive to the one
that needs me the most. to wip away their
tears as they come out of their sparkling eyes.
i miss beging able to call and say i need you friend
and with in ten minits they are here or they have
calmed me from my rash thoughts.
who could i think that there is some where
better than here.
but then i remember hehehe i live at
home and need a life.