What i am

this is just someone who doesn't see that i'm trying so hard for nothing

I'm always here when you need me

  I've never let you down

I'm every thing you want me to be

  but you never come around

I stand around restless
 
  I scream but i'm speachless

I'm nothing to you

  It's everything i can do

I try to keep a smile
 
  but deep down i want to cry like a small child

I change myself, i change who i am
 
  you don't even see how i can't stand.

I want to scream and shout

  I want to have a melt down

I want you to see the true me

  I want you to see how perfect i can really be