From Then Untill Now

One mans struggle with love.

Cold relentless hate builds within
Torn between the fires that burn
Blazing out of control, consuming all
Emotions control all within me
My vision blinded by the fury that is
What was then and what is now
The same, yet completely different
My heart and soul forever torn between
My past and my future that have yet to be seen
Another causes pain and frustration for all
As I tremble with rage, losing total control
Dark mists envelope me throughout
The blood wrath controls me now
I like what I have become
Completely invincible against all
None can stand against me
I shall receive my vengeance
The battle is won, thy enemy at my feet
Wounded from head to toe
Remembering nothing but the red mist
My eyes clear, yet my mind remains clouded
My past protected, the future preserved
Yet all is still hidden
As I yearn for the future to be revealed
I catch a glimpse in a vision
Yet what was then and what is now
I shall search from then until now