You to Me

a poem about being in love with the one who breaks your heart

I wish you weren't you sometimes
I wish I didnt do
I wish I didn't get so close
so close to me and you
this love is broken
torn in two
over and over again
and now I have no more might in my heart
to even put up with this pain
my feelings for you are pure
forever I'm waiting for you
but sometimes I feel insecure
that I'll never be your boo
I want to know what 'we are'
I think when I see you there
your kiss has left a clean soft scar
it's barely even there
It tears my eyes to see that spot
and yet I look at it
where me and you would talk alot
my insides have a fit
It kills my heart to think of this
and yet I do it still
I ask you just for one last kiss
before my love you kill
for you in my heart
is an empty space
pierced with your own love dart
and always will there be that place
and there will be that part
until that day and beyond
when you finally see
that I love you so so deeply
and you mean so much to me