Kiss me Kill me

I wrote in in biology class

kiss me kill me...i cannot get my head straight...Im lost in translation....my head spinning as if it were a pedestal...im screaming inside and lieing to my heart...i want the seldom sought freedom of men and long sought after truth of god...i need to put up the good fight,here i go...one two three and then its over im done i cant breathe....kiss me kill me thats all i ask...i need the revelation that my brain has spun in my head countless times over...the word that i seek i can no longer find...blown away with the clouds in the sky