The Unstable One

Just something I wrote in reference to myself

The ticking in my brain
Is driving me insane
The tremor in my hands
Can be seen through out the land
I don't like to feel the way I do
No one should feel the way I do
No one should be this way
Not me
Not you
A constant battle in my head
It never stops and no one's dead
Exploding bombs of hate
From a latent past that wasn't great
I tremble for what I do not know
I am starting to lose all control
I'm a fuming pile of explosives
A little bitty spark brings many losses
My life is broken and I wan't it fixed
Help control my thoughts and get them nixed
I want happiness, I want bliss
I don't want to live like this

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