At least I felt real

just thoughts

Intensity was all I had
back in the days I thought I was mad.
Now i'm just an empty shell,
stone-cold ashes leaving hell.

No longer can I rant about;
sadness, i'm an emotional drought.
Being numb, it isn't fun
when you can't tell snow from sun.

Yeah, emotions hurt my head.
Made me wish that I was dead.
But at least I could feel.
At least I felt real.