Confusion

This is about contemplating rather or not to be with someone you desire

I think of you all through the night
Wondering if this feeling is right
In lust I lay yearning for you
Remembering the smooth caress of your hands as they move up and down
Contours made to be your domain

Tasting your sweetness is a desire hard to resist
Your kiss the flavor of honey
Your scent an aphrodisiac
To look into your eyes is to look into the soul of one so divine

How can I hide this feeling I have inside
Tug of war between my heart and mind
An unquenched desire between my thighs

Should I come close or run far away
Should I trust my heart to a decision the mind should make
Contemplating risk…contemplating risk…
If not I should surely miss the ecstasy of the moment,
The freedom of knowing now,
Though not forever, is now not better than any moment of never,
Or worst, Unknown