i hate you!

I guess "hate" isn't always the right word

I hate you!
I hate everything about you!
I don't lie
Therefore you know it's true
I hate what you did to my family
And I hate what you did to me
I hate that you're so fuckin' conceited that you'll never see
Everything that makes a person good
Is everything you're missing
And everything you'll  never be
I hate that my heart is filled with love
'Cause it prevents me from hating you
So I pray for you
As I ask for strength from above