i was wrong

this is a poem i wrote looking at one of my firends, and the situation she was placed in.

being with u used to make me happy
but ur memories bring me nothing but pain
i thought u really liked being with me
now i know that ur motive was gain

thinking of u every time of the day
walking with u down the lane
i tried to bring love for me in your heart
but all my efforts went in vain

i believed u even knowing u were wrong
i believed ur words that were lame
now i have no one to believe or trust
now i think that i was insane

i thought u were special, the right one for me
but i was wrong, for crying outloud!
before i thought u were one in a million
but now ur just a part of the crowd