tranquil struggle

just jotted down letters that formed a page of mumble jumble

plunging into dark frigid waters
intense numbness takes over - mind escaping and visualizing brightly adored fairies buzzing around my head; being the only part not immerged in the powerful ocean - no land in sight
just waves
how did i arrived in this eerie but serene environment? - my brains pondering on overload ... where do i go? feeling anxiety and panic -
then fairies kissing my aura
silently fluttering reminding me theat this is where i belong - I'm sooo cold!
not even moving to stay afloat - like dipping easter eggs, i'm just plopped into the deep blue
slowly i'm stripped naked hovering inches above the sea
feeling waves splash against my bottom
floating higher and higher
now two feet above meanwhile the little angels are more prominent
triple in numbers - sparkling