Victim Of His

Please just be gentle.. I'm 'fragile'.. I know i'm bad at spelling. ;)

What did I do,
To deserve all this,
Why was I made,
Another victim of his?

Scarred and bruised,
I sit here alone,
Trying not to convince myself,
The fault was my own.

The cuts he gave me,
Cause me much pain,
Inside im screaming,
Again and again.

I can only cry,
And put my head in my hands,
Im so hurt,
Yet no one understands.

Im only a kid,
Still in my teens,
Why did he treat me like an animal,
Why was he so mean?!

I look in the mirror,
Only to see,
A strangers face,
Staring back at me.

I don't even know,
Who I am anymore,
In anger I cry,
And fall to the floor

I remember today and the many nights before,
It's clear in my head,
I can remember everything,
And now I wish I was dead.

Bruises cover my arms,
And cuts hide my face,
And all I am now,
Is another victim of his.