Stuggling with Life

Depression and self-blame in regards to life not being what one believes it should.

For years I've tried to get it right
with every ounce of strength and might

I never thought life so tough
until I found that I was stuck

Over and over I think I can
but failure seems to be at hand

I wish that I could find the way
to make it through another day

Lay down to sleep, I hope I can
but past regrets are in my head

I dream one day it all will fit
and then I'll have the hang of it