decaying sanity

I wrote this about my biological egg doner.. I mean biological mother

The day I was born,
you turned your back on me.

Tossed around,
with no sympathy.

Nothing I do is right,
life is nothing but a loosing fight.

My life is full of strikeouts,
I feel like my light went out.

If I wasn't such a chicken,
I'd end this, but thats the easy way out.

They're probably betting on when im gonna loose it,
my decaying sanity.

I can feel it being eaten away,
but that's the price I will always pay,
for YOUR empty hearted mistake.