Open Wounds

I started cutting@11yrs old & I've been in hospitals/RTC's 4, 6 yrs Bcuz I do it.

I say farewell to the wounded body I left here
Its been neglected in the silence of the night
Begging for the cloudiness of this red haze to stay
Stranded with my self-destruction; lost with no light

My razor has once again proven to be fearless
As these tears no longer sting my sad, forlorn face
My sanity is running swiftly out of my mind
And a crimson river flows in that teardrop's place

Walls around me are caving in; I'm suffocating
And the earth swallows my mutilated body
Refusing to feel this ache, I want this pain no more
I disengage from my soul to feel light and free

A blurred vision of the blood that surrounds my body
Has struck me with panic, yet all time has stopped
Spirals of a deep confusion fill my twisted mind
Fighting a battle for my life…I know I’ve lost

Open wounds are visible by those who come to see
Show the world my mistake with words upon my grave
If only reality dawned on me sooner
Time went quick for me I hope you can still be saved