Confusion

About me and my life...

Opening my eyes I try to see,
but something blinds me,
It is a whitle line.
I can't remember how, or why
I lie here tonight;
gagged by this night..
I can't stand the pain,
I can't make it go away
When will I break free?

I can't stand it anymore,
I regret my mistakes;
Now that i have no where to run
as the night fades away.
I want to scream,
I am so sick of this life,
I just want to scream;
I try to make a sound, but no one hears me
I am slipping of the edge,
I am hanging by a thread
I want to start this over again.
So I try to hold on,
Erase the things I have done
from the pages of life.

I have got nowhere to run as the night fades away...
Slipping of the edge,
Hanging by a thread,
I wish that all this horror goes away.