Hold Your Breath

I feel this all the time

Hold Your Breath

Breath of pain
It's pushing on me..
They won't stop pressing it...
they won't keep it to themselves

My heart thumps repeatively
...feels more empty each time..
I want fate to exist
I want Heaven to exist
I want a my hopes to be replenished..

I want a voice to answer back when I cry out into the eternal night..

Breath of pain
Breath of anxiety
Breath of broken promises..
Breath of Hatrid breaking through the only shell single handedly holding my aching heart together..

Hold that breath.....
If only for a moment..
Hold it..
And grant me temporary peace.