The Deadness Of My Heart

about what all my failed relationships have made me.

11-07-06

It's not anyone's fault....really
No one but my own
To be so forgiving, I should have known
To be so trusting in this hateful world only left me
Heartbroken...
Disrespected
and used
Those are reasons my heart feels abused
Depressed, angry, and lonely was how I was always left
Feeling stupid for letting yet another in
Believing when they said I'd never be hurt again
Things have changed
For me, the better, for others, the worst
The deadness of my heart won't allow anymore hurt
It wont let me fall for another mindless soul
My heart knows it's taken a toll
If I even think aout liking someone, it'll infere
Make me think the worst, and fill me with fear
When I'm getting too close, I detach myself
I have me, my hearts convinced me I need no one else
If you fall for me, breaking your heart, is a must
The deadness of my heart is the only thing I trust



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