A Happy Ending

A girl is alone and depressed her only want is to die or be loved.Which will be fulfilled?

My heart brims with emptiness and despair,
Wishing that maybe someone would care.
As I sit here hopelessly waiting,
My life's worth desperately debating
I long to see the light
and kindle within me the hope of love's tender bite.
My broken heart I feel its aching,
My last breath I dream of taking.
The sleepless nights I continuously endure,
My vision the tears always seem to blur.
The lonely days seem to have no end,
Depression it comes as an old friend.
The years I spend in self-denial,
Waiting for judment at my own trial.
As I languish for death or love,
I happen to notice the light above.
The pain inside me begins to ease,
No longer I feel deaths threatening tease.
The darkness begins to peel away,
And I feel no sadness from yesterday.
Hope within me seems to bloom
I feel no depression or dark weary gloom
I look ahead and begin to see
The things in life i was meant to be.
It's not the end for me it's only the start
And at long last I feel no aching
In my still beating heart.