Kiss Me, Kill Me, Leave Me

this is a poem i wrote about a guy that i thought i was in love with, and i wasnt

Kiss Me, Leave Me, Kill Me

I remember the moment
we had our first kiss
My head was spinning
I was in total bliss
Your lips touched mine
and it felt so good
The everything fell into place
as I hoped it would
The magic stopped
as you pulled away
We had to go home
but I wanted to stay
When I went to sleep
I could only think of you
Then you left me
As I thought you would do
I cried myself to sleep
for many nights
Then I couldn't take it anymore
so I gripped the gun handle tight
You said you loved me
but that was a lie
Now everytime I think of you
I wanna die
I made you my world
but now you're gone
And I pulled the trigger
so I could move on