Tara

It's dedicated to Her. You know who u are.

Real-life goddess in between.
Caught up in a world of fantasy and lies,
A never-ending cycle of hatred and despair.
Sweet deceptions of innocence, angst-ridden child fighting
,agonizing
over the one I love .All the while knowing what I truly am .Realizing what I could become.
A heartless killer.
Death Dealer.
Courtesan.
Delving deeper into a world of decadent pleasure.Chocolates, silk, lilies and roses.Drugs and deceit, honey-sweet lies and venomous poisoin.Laughter resounds in the halls.Shrill , childish delight.
How dare they laugh and call me names.I realize
in shock that the shril , insanity-ridden laughter is mine, and I wonder why.I look down and saw the sight that shattered my soul. Veins sliced open, Heart torn open ,red with blood.Good bye my beloved.