what do i do now

questioning love that cannot be

What do I do now? Now that my heart has embraced that which cannot be,
Now that I love one who cannot love me.
How do you take back feelings once released?
An overwhelming passion, desire, and hurt.
How do I tolorate incomprehensible emotion,
Overpowering desire that is never meant to be?
How do I control that which overtakes me?
Enters my mind touches my heart grasps my soul,
What do I do now?
You entered in took my mind, opened my eyes,
Then left me alone.
How do I live, knowing there is more, more than I ever imagined,
More than I ever dreamed, now knowing it cannot be mine?
When will it end? Today, tomorrow, never?
My soul cries for what it cannot have for what can never be.
It was a waste of time I always knew but refused to see.
Where will I go, alone, alone, I will pretend, all is well
No one will know, I will seem the same but never to be.
Lonely, sad, scared, afraid, needing wanting too late, too late.
What do I do now?