FOREVER TO BE GONE, NEVER TO RETURN

I wrote this waiting to go to court.

I SIT HERE THINKING ABOUT
WHAT I'M SOON TO DO
OUR PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE
THE THINGS I'LL SAY
THE THINGS I'LL DO
WHAT I WISH WE WOULD HAVE DONE
AND
WHAT WE DIDN'T DO
THE THINGS YOU'VE DONE
AND
WHAT YOU MIGHT DO

YOU SHOULD ROT IN JAIL
BUT
I DON'T KNOW
IF
I CAN SEND YOU THERE

I SIT HERE
MISSING YOU
EVEN THOE I'M NOT TO

I SIT HERE
LOVING YOU
EVEN THOE I'M NOT TO