Frustration

frustration with every day life

I need, I need, I need,
Why do I need?
I need to have peace...
I need to have rest...
I need to have the ultimate JOY that I have experienced in the past...
Mainly in love. in relationship
I desire love...
I do have the love of God...
Is that enough? It is supposed to be.
But what of that feel of another's arms wrapped around you?
What of the fragrence that draws you near?
The feel of someone's skin? Hair? Running fingers?
The comfort, the circle of their arms.
Just the knowing
that you are loved
even for a few hours....
But God loves forever and ever...
why isn't that enough?
Oh God, just to experience
True love
Before I leave this earth.....
I know its there, somewhere