Will I ever be more??

This is about the struggles to balance inner self with the "house mom' image

When I look in the mirror I no longer see me
I see a wife and mom all the things thats define me
I am no longer interested in what the world has to offer
What I do now I do for me and my mines
The never going out the always at home
Never wanted to give myself the opportunity to roam
I'm conflicted because I love my life but is there more to me than what I have allowed myself to be??
Have I let my life pass me by only catering to my man and kids?
Will I ever be the girl I once was??
Never... because now I'm a woman who had that life
but that life is no more
I am sophisticated, motivated and dedicated to my home
I will never let myself get out there and roam
I will always be the great wife and mom
Maybe the only reason is because the joys I have have never been found in anything else.
Being a great homemaker is what I do best.



Chris Jordan